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A young professional's struggle with everyday life...

Monday, February 28, 2005

9 months

Today is my 9 month wedding anniversary. My hubby is in Phenoix right now for a race. I really miss him. He's coming home tonight though but he cought food poisoning this morning from his breakfast. So he's coming home to me sick.

I woke up this morning really achy and with a sore throat. I really can't get sick because I'm getting ready for a show and then training in Las Vegas. So I'm here, and I don't want to be. I don't understand how in the hell I got sick. I didn't go anywhere all weekend.

I started whitening my teeth with those Crest White Strip things and man my teeth HURT. They are so sensative now.

Ugh, I feel like shit

Friday, February 25, 2005

Thoughts about my Job

I feel ineffective. I feel tired. I feel unfocused. I feel fuzzy. I feel distracted. I feel uninterested.

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Reflection

I know, I know.

I haven't written in a very very long time. It just got to the point where I didn't have anything to write about so it was best that I didn't write anything at all.

Well I guess I need to catch the blog up. This month I was supposed to go to Cannes, France and Nurenburg, Germany. Well we ended up getting hit with a travel restriction and all non-essential business travel. Luckly the shows didn't get canceled...but I wasn't able to go. :-( I was really looking forward to going. I've been so busy though with other things and not having much time for anything else.

Hmmm...what else. Well I think I almost went insane. My doctor didn't renew my perscription of my "crazy pills" quick enough. I had to call and call and basically freak out on the phone to get any kind of response. But I think I was 2 blinks away from my husband comitting me. I don't like being like that and it was horrible to be that out of control. Plus, the hurtful things that I say to him break my heart and make me wish my mouth was wired shut. Ok enough of that, its over, I'm medicated.

My new favorite TV shows this season begin with, of course, CSI....not the two sorry knockoffs Maimi and New York...but LAS VEGAS. My husband likes Las Vegas. I look forward to The Medium afterward. It's a good show, it could be better. I would like it to be more about her and her job. But, they throw in this long boring plot line of her relationship with her husband. I mean he fucking married her, and he must have known she was a medium...so now why all of a sudden after having 3 children and 10ish years of marriage does he have a problem with her being able to see the future! I hate those scenes. So it's good, it could be better. My next favorite show is Project Runway....I fucking want Wendy Pepper to win. I LOVE LOVE LOVE her. I like that she's cut throat and doesn't take any shit. I hate those other two, Carihoebag and Jay-Fag. Last of all, I can't wait for Survivor start!

Ok signing off for now, PR is on.